averil.

To me, it's always been about the chase no matter what. As soon as feelings are in the picture my first instinct is to bolt and never look back and for the longest time I have been more than okay with that. In fact I have been an advocate for running away. 

Maybe what scares me so much is that this one person will get to know me, like I know me and thats slightly worrying. I'm not trying to say that I'm some psycho path but still. 

Now that I have finished school I have so much more time on my hands and need something to occupy myself with thats why 'he' doesn't seem so bad anymore, that or I'm just growing up. 

hmmm..